It’s just not fair to want you so bad and not have you.
To be so close and not touch. To feel your body so close
And not be able to take you. This is our story love, not theirs.
Who cares what they think, I belong to you and only you.
I know that it is hard, to live, to need, to hunger so deeply
And to hear the world say it is not normal, it is not ok.
You are my Muse, My Mistress Muse.
It is hard to want and and then have circumstance keep us
From each other, it is harder, much harder to be close and
Have her say that we must not love, because she does not
Want it at the moment, she needs to withdraw, even for a
Moment. When the Muse is so needed by the world that she
Does not need the one who loves her most, then what?
I can fight all the shadows. I can wrestle and struggle with
The demons, and for you I would challenge the gods, though
An ant I am to them, but when me Muse asks this great thing
Of me, what then, how can I fight. And in my heart I know
She wants, and longs, and desires. I know she desires to
Give me the words, and that this task is just as pressing on
Her, and if I could rush in and save her I would, but I can’t.
Because it is her that asks.
So it all the more hurts.
I will wait.
Posted by Lovethebella on October 19, 2011 at 2:23 am
take me now! I want you so badly!
Posted by collinmcclarnie on October 19, 2011 at 2:28 am
Posted by Lovethebella on October 19, 2011 at 2:28 am
Please do not make me wait anymore… I’m waiting for u.
Posted by heartofbella on October 19, 2011 at 3:04 pm
The muse wants you to ask and ask and ask…don’t wait. Take the passion of the moment, that feeling of desire and do all that you can with her, she is yours for the taking, she will never refuse. it doesn’t have to be cruel and grueling, feel the moment and take it. Kiss her gentle lips softly, caress her body lovingly, licking and kissing every part on her sensitive parts. use your words to make love to her and if they are none, use your mouth to seranade your passion within.
Posted by heartofbella on October 20, 2011 at 12:48 pm
“I know that it is hard, to live, to need, to hunger so deeply
And to hear the world say it is not normal, it is not ok.
You are my Muse, My Mistress Muse.”
Why does the world say it’s not normal or ok? I wonder this a lot….itsn’t that the whole point of love….it’s not normal..or it is. You NEED that person to the point of thinking you are wrong or simply weak, but it’s so very true to love to feel this way. Why do they call it co-dependent? why do they call it lust? why do they call it any thing but simply love?